One day I will break free I will be able to see how special I am how beautiful I am how strong I am Until I break free I am trapped in my mind, like a giant landmine Dodging bombs in my thoughts just trying to survive My mental illness holds me hostage It tell me I am never enough It says I am damaged goods and not good enough These thoughts consume me Like a python slowly gripping me squeezing me to death Man, I would rather be dead, I said Wait! No! I want to live I realize I have so much more to give Why wait for someone to free me I realize my rescuer has to be me I muster up the courage to break free to break to the chains to end the pain by choose to live for me People keep telling me that I am just a waste of breath That i will always fail That i will fall down and remain broken They say I am a weakling That i cant amount to anything Others opinions can't hold me they out here walking around like swiss cheese wholly people, hypocrites but excluding me Why? you ask Because I am free I am damaged but not damaged goods I am broken but fixable I found my courage and strength to break free from my shackles I will rise above because i refuse to fall I will overcome and realize i belong the strength comes from within me All you have to do is remember you are not alone